okay, I have a new xanga. if you post a comment on here and tell me that you want it I'll subscribe to you, if I agree that I want you to be able to read it.

ah, fuck it... new xanga: http://www.xanga.com/total_flapdoodle

*sigh*

New fond disliking for someone... argh...

Anyways, Liz can't go shopping tonight. She had forgotten what day it was, and she has church tonight. Christianity getting into peoples lives, the bugger...

I have an awful headache that gets worse everytime I say something. I need caffine. Argh... head hurts...

hmm.... I'm thinking it may be time for a new xanga. Delete this one, only allow a select number of people to know the new one. It'd eventually get out, but I'd be able to go at least a little while without insulting comments... May not bother me usually but they're still rather annoying.

My birthday's on Friday! YAY!..... I'll be 15. I hate being so fucking young. I'm starting Drivers Ed this week. It's crazy....

Hm... I'm bored... I want to go shopping.

You ever read something that made you feel just awful about yourself?

I can tell you I sure as hell have. Numerous times.... The last being about a minute ago.

Fuck...

That's all I have to say, fuck.

I'll be okay, I can be until Saturday... after that I'm probably good.

Shopping with Liz and Dan tomorrow, hopefully, should rock, new clothes always make me feel better....

Thursday dinner with my stepmom and her sister (who is awesome) should cheer me up.

My birthday and dinner with my mom, stepdad, stepsister, and brother should make me feel better on Friday.

Saturday should make me feel a hell of a lot better, hopefully. If not Saturday, then Sunday. If not Sunday then Monday, being back in school with my friends should definately cheer me up if nothing else works.

I'm bored out of my mind... Anyone doesn't like my new site, it will be changed while you sleep on Thursday, I'm excited to do that... It's so much fun... yes I know I'm insane. I'm changing it for my b-day.